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#41 GW-Project

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Posted 06 January 2015 - 08:42 AM

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Posted 06 January 2015 - 08:57 AM

((GW)) Thinking of you 



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Posted 06 January 2015 - 09:15 AM

Thank you. I'm really not doing well at all..


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Posted 06 January 2015 - 01:29 PM

Is there anything you can think of that might help? I'm worried about you love x



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Posted 06 January 2015 - 07:02 PM

To be honest (TBH) or to be completely honest, your worries are accurate. I would love to type some shit about how I'm going through achieving sobriety and truth there . Please don't worry about me. I'm here to worry about you and act upon sudden waves of unhappiness. I myself would prefer to be a silent post in this whole ordeal.


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Posted 06 January 2015 - 08:13 PM

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“Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armour yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.” 


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Posted 06 January 2015 - 08:21 PM

From a R&D perspective I should follow my own trajectory...but in real life, in real time, it comes down to nothing :( 2 out of 6 days my beloved ones. 2 out of 6. I feel like an embarrassment towards those who are actually putting in the effort :(


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Posted 06 January 2015 - 10:38 PM

You're not an embarrassment GW, not at all. I worry about you because I care, I can see you're struggling and if there's anything I can do to help please let me know.

 

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Posted 06 January 2015 - 10:46 PM

Agree with Luna, most certainly not an embarrassment GW. You are doing better than you think. X

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Posted 06 January 2015 - 11:23 PM

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Posted 07 January 2015 - 03:20 AM

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Posted 07 January 2015 - 07:36 AM

(((((GW))))))

I just wanna add that I second what Luna said. We care so very much, GW. <3 :( Also here if there's anything at all I can do to help. xx

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Posted 07 January 2015 - 08:05 AM

i feel like I am beyond helping. I love you for your offer, no doubt, but I feel like you're moving forward whereas I am not. Please don't let the likes of me slow down your personal development / sobriety.


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Posted 07 January 2015 - 08:29 AM

^ I don't believe that's true. And the fact that all of us are at various stages, etc doesn't mean we can't support and be there for each other. The offer still very much stands, and my PM box is ALWAYS open to you. :wub:
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Posted 07 January 2015 - 09:59 AM

((gw)) agree with everyone and hope you will reach out for support. We all care so much, regardless of where we are at, and just want to see you safe and ultimately well x

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Posted 07 January 2015 - 11:04 AM

Good luck, everyone!

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Posted 07 January 2015 - 03:41 PM

Thank you so much lovelies. I wholly believe you all when you tell me you want to be here for me. Nonetheless, I feel like the town drunk - in an online community so to speak - that just keeps on screwing up. I would love to PM you except...I don't know what to type, what to share, what information will help you helping me.


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Posted 07 January 2015 - 04:00 PM

Oh GW, ur not the only one doing poorly. :( And u are NOT a screw up.

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Posted 08 January 2015 - 02:16 AM

Thank you all.

 

My worries about going home seem to have been justified. I just drank and drank. I forgot almost everything about yesterday, here's what I remember. My neighbor WhatsApped me, I sent her some drunk texts back <blackout> and the next thing I know I'm lying in her bed talking to a 911-employee. It was her assessment that I needed to be woken up around 2 AM just to be sure, which my flatmate took upon herself :)

 

I know this should be rock bottom...but then why is all I can think about to get new liquor tomorrow? In two weeks time I lost over 5 liters of vodka that were perfectly fit for consumption


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Posted 08 January 2015 - 05:32 AM

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