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#1921 Nook

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Posted 25 March 2019 - 05:51 PM

Struggling so much with life. Feeling pathetic, stupid and incapable... and as an extension really fat. I hate how much weight I've gained. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I guess it's cuz I'm not used to it... but it's really messing with my mind and I've noticed some old ed behaviours sneaking in :(

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Posted 25 March 2019 - 07:52 PM

You are none of the above Nook... You are funny, kind and wonderful! Just saying... 😘

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Posted 26 March 2019 - 05:55 PM

You are none of the above Nook... You are funny, kind and wonderful! Just saying...


Awwww thank you for saying that ((hugs)). That's really kind. Just really struggling at the moment :( hope you are doing okay?

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Posted 26 March 2019 - 11:08 PM

Surviving... Or there abouts 🤗 🤷🏻‍♂️

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Posted 26 March 2019 - 11:09 PM

Standing on the scale. I've not weighed this much in over a year.



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Posted 30 March 2019 - 11:47 PM

Started using MFP again... I'm such a pig!

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Posted 26 April 2019 - 11:32 PM

Failing at life



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Posted 27 April 2019 - 04:24 PM

The fact that so many years down the line, I'm still the same screwed up little girl underneath it all.  The self-destructiveness is no longer there but I still wake up wondering what's the point.  I feel empty inside and like there is no point in going on.  I will always be broken despite how I come across on the surface.  This is all so pointless that I don't even see the point of getting out of bed when I don't have to be at work.  I hate being around people, I hate people looking at me and judging me.  I just want to quit and not have to do this anymore.


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Posted 04 May 2019 - 09:15 AM

My alcoholic tummy. I look pregnant. Someone even asked me not long ago if I WAS pregnant.

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Posted 14 May 2019 - 12:12 AM

an anxious day at work, which really shouldn't have been THAT anxiety producing (on verge of anxiety attack most of the day) but it did. So I ate a lot of chocolate an hour before bed



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Posted 14 May 2019 - 03:17 AM

Sarabear 😍 Phoenix 💖 I can so relate to both of you. I've had the alcoholic tummy,and I've definitely judged myself for getting stressed about things that "normal" people can handle. While I know it's not super healthy, I wish I ate chocolate instead of hurting myself in assorted ways. I know my husband would agree! Love to both of you.
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