Greetings people,It's Thinwon, idk how long it's been since i was last here but many things have changed in my life.
our beloved Katie passed away unexpectedly on 3.16.13 I miss her terribly
we sold our big house there no longer was a need for a large mother-in-law suite
now it's been 1 year since we moved into a neighborhood,we live in a ranch house it would be just enough for me to keep neat n clean if i were able...I had surgery on my back at L3 and L4 only the board cert. surgeon did not do the fusion as he said he would, i have constant pain,he refused me pain meds as does everyone else that was on July 7th my rHEUMATOLOGIST TOLD ME SHE WANTS ME TO GET A CANE AS I'M NOT STABLE WALKING WHICH IS TRUE sorry for caps the little "9 yr old screamer girl next door is in their pool and screaming...We had to give our beautiful Golden retriever to our son,b/c she was not happy being leashed all the time and our property is too small for Elec.. fence system so our son has her and she is much happier, i miss her a lot but that's too bad...long story short...I'm not well,physically and am worse mentally, life sucks and i'm sick to shit of everything,my T told me on Thursday if i didn't ask my pcp to put me back on Prozac she was going to take action to put me in the hospital...psh a no brainer "ok Nan you win i'll ask him. i have since learned via internet lots of ways to leave this earth which is where i am right now.I hope it is okay to say that...if not then just tell me to fuck off and i will and i/m sorry if it is wrong to say such...
i'm kind of sick of fb so i thought i would come back here.I hope everyone is doing well.