Will it only get worse as I get older? In my early 20's, it didn't phase me to travel or flat or look for jobs, even though I was barely alive Now, I feel like I've become stuck in my life?
This is me to a T! It didn't faze me to move across the country or just see a job and jump in and apply without even understanding exactly what the job entailed, I would just show up and let them train me. Now I have a panic attack just thinking about it, I obsess and think how long will it take me to get there, where will I sit, where is it and on and on. It's like I want the complete blueprint surrounding the whole thing before I will even think of doing it.
Something occured to me though, while I thought I could do anything while I was younger now I feel like i can't do anything which is ridiculous. The reality is that I couldn't do anything when I was young even though I felt Limitless (I'm actually watching that movie right now- very eye opening) I wasn't, I was just delusional and so I figure that thinking I can't do anything is also delusional but that still doesn't make me get off the couch and do anything- it's just food for thought.
You can do alot and I probably can too but I think we're too hard on ourselves and put ourselves down. I believe in you little lady.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it, it's something I'm supposed to be. -Rainbow Connection